Thank you, Jesus, for your Sacrifice ensuring me the Law is fulfilled in us who do not walk according to the flesh but according to the Spirit, The Holy Spirit, who comforts and guides me and has my mind set upon you! I receive no condemnation as I Trust in you and your Sanctifying Grace. You are The Christ sent from God for my Eternal Salvation and I Receive every Good and Perfect thing you have for me, in your Holy Name, Jesus! Amen.
This is a never-ending topic between the Father and I as I find this battle to be no joke. If it was one, two, or even three battle fronts it would be easier, but this battle is involved in every aspect of life. The more I grow in The Truth, the more he shows me where this battle has been defeating me, in different aspects at different times because it is self- gratifying, serving, comforting, pleasuring, preserving…., a whole lotta self we focus on and not The Truth, “to Live is Christ, to die is Gain!” I’ll share an example. Everyone has suffered an experience when they were little that caused a behavior. Some good some bad. One of mine was a protection mechanism. I was crazy and would snap at the drop of a hat. My dad would say “If someone says they’re going to kick your butt, you better have them on the deck before the word “butt” is out of their mouth”, Yes, he was a Lifer in Marine Corp. and yes, he used expletives and not “butt”, lol. I realized why in the 6th grade when a traumatic experience occurred involving 3 boys, sticks, and me being spit on and whipped. The next day I went to school with a Billy club in my boot and never looked back. I have never been a threat unless feeling threatened but that is where the rub lies. It comes down to in whom do I Trust? Me, or Him. If I am secure in Him, I should never feel threatened, ever, because “to live is Christ, to die is Gain!”. While sitting in the garage and basking in his Grace and Love, asking him to show me Truth, he allowed me to walk through all the moments of my youth that built these behaviors showing me how all my strength and fierceness is a façade I created and don’t want to let go of because I am afraid of being harmed. Because in all those situations I never realized he was there and if I knew and trusted in Him, I would have been comforted in ways my fallacy could never fulfill. I constantly must remind myself that even if I got car jacked at gun point, he is there and has me. Instead of trying to put down the threat, I should say “wait, here’s a credit card too, for gas, get some snacks as well. God Bless you. My address is in the car, stop by and share a meal with me”. Heaping coals to Gods Glory! This is where I am coming to terms with stuff. I know what I should do as my Spirit is in alignment with the Hopy Spirit. He is after all sealed in my heart! However, I have flesh and decades of crap to unload on Him (Jesus), but! Because of him I am secure in my Salvation and know Truth. I will not fail. The darkness cannot stand in the light. I AM, Thank you Jesus, the LIGHT here on earth in the dark places! I have nothing and no one to fear except being separated from my Lord and Savior and I am promised neither death nor life, neither angels nor demons, neither the present nor the future, nor any powers, neither height nor depth, nor anything else in ALL CREATION, will be able to separate me/us from the Love of God that is in Jesus Christ our Lord and Savior! He did say “I will not lose even 1” and he is incapable of deceit or confusion. Those are territories of the enemy. I AM the righteousness of God in Christ Jesus on this Earth! You are the Righteousness of God in Christ Jesus on this Earth. Think on him constantly and The Way is made Straight! Do not receive condemnation from sanctification, The opposite is Truth. You are Blessed! Angels rejoice over you with singing! Walk in the Garden with your friend and let him show you ways to peace, His Peace that has no comparison. God Bless you and your House in Jesus Name! Amen. Go, be Fruitful and Multiply!

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